my name? the ask me this all the time. they don't care for the answer they care to watch my form walk down a hallway. they care to watch my body move in a way that they find orgasmic they don't realize my mind and that i know what they look at. society has an obsession with the human form rather then intellect and my situation is no difrent. i am William Bellis: proud strong loyal and smart.
i spent my days singing and as much as i love it they saw me for that as a child. they heard my voice hit a note that few men could hit and people would listen to me only as i sang another person's thoughts and feelings. i was a fat child and the only way for someone to realize i was there was to show them notes and feelings i was too young to understand. i sang of love and treachery, pain and heartache, all something an 11 year old boy couldn't understand. i worked myself to sweat and tears hoping i would make them see i was more then the boy who could hit a note and make them feel another mans feelings.
now i am a man one with a mind, a heart and a soal all ready to show more then they see. i can be the life of a party but i need more then that i need to show that there is a mind behind my form. a heart behind my muscular chest and a soal that wants the world to see it. i have shed the pounds that confound me to my youth, confound me to an appalling stature one that couldn't be taken seriously. but now i must show the world that a mind hides behind the beauty of a human form. i am William bellis strong independent, and more then you may see. look at my mind over my matter